Getitjay
Getitjay
My Plan to Explore Canada and Beyond
As winter approaches, I find myself at a crossroads. For a while now, I’ve been feeling the need to break away from the confines of the city, from the routine of traditional work.
The idea of remote work has been tugging at me, but the constant changes make it hard to settle into something sustainable. So, I’ve decided to take a big gamble: a travel journey that will allow me to see more of the world, starting right here in Canada.
Why Canada First?
Before I leave the country for good, I realized that there are parts of Canada I haven’t experienced yet. From the vibrant cities to the most remote areas, this country holds so many stories. I want to take my time to discover both the beautiful and the challenging aspects of life here—places often overlooked by tourists or travelers.
I plan to visit different provinces, sleep in various areas, and even stay with people who are often unseen by society, like those in homeless communities. I want to truly understand what life is like in every corner of the country, capturing both the struggles and the beauty that exist side by side.
The Plan
This journey will be difficult during the winter months, so I’m using this time to prepare. Once the weather starts to warm up, I will begin traveling across Canada, province by province. The final stop will be Alberta, where I hope my efforts will culminate in the funds and following I need to take the next step—leaving Canada.
I’ll be documenting my entire experience through my YouTube channel, social media, and my website, getitjay.com. My goal is to raise enough through blogging, remote work, and other ventures so that when the journey across Canada is complete, I’ll be ready to move on to my next destination.
What’s Next?
Although I have a destination in mind, I won’t reveal it just yet. There’s still a world of possibilities out there, and while my plan is to leave Canada, I want to explore all my options before settling on a final destination. For now, my focus is on seeing this country, growing my blog, and sharing my experiences with all of you.
I hope you’ll join me on this journey—whether through my videos, articles, or posts—and who knows, maybe it’ll inspire you to take a leap and explore your own backyard before heading out into the world.
The Weight of Doing Too Much: A Personal Battle Against Overwhelm
There comes a point in everyone’s life when the pressure builds up, and no matter how hard you push, it feels like you’re stuck in place. For some, this moment is fleeting, but for others, like myself, it becomes a constant battle. Recently, I’ve found myself standing at the edge of burnout, feeling like I’m screaming into a void where no one seems to hear or care.
Talking to a Wall
It’s one of the most disheartening feelings: offering your thoughts, ideas, and energy to the world and getting nothing in return. It’s not that people are actively ignoring me; it’s just that they’re wrapped up in their own lives, and my voice seems to blend into the background. I put myself out there, try to contribute, but it feels like I’m just talking to a wall.
The more I try to communicate, the more isolated I feel. It’s hard not to take it personally. When you give so much of yourself and don’t get feedback or acknowledgment, it makes you question if what you’re doing even matters.
What frustrates me the most is how something that should be simple has become such a struggle. Whether it’s finding solutions, managing daily tasks, or just keeping my head above water, everything feels harder than it should be. My mind is constantly racing, trying to juggle too many things at once. The pressure builds until even the smallest of tasks feel like climbing a mountain.
The feeling of being overwhelmed creeps in silently but steadily. It’s not just the workload—it’s the mental fatigue that comes from trying to do everything at once. The more I try to break it down, the more chaotic it becomes. What should be a straightforward task ends up feeling monumental.
I’ve reached a point where I feel drained, not just physically, but emotionally and mentally. It’s as if I’m carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders, and the load is becoming unbearable. Stress has become a constant companion, and no matter what I do, it feels like I’m teetering on the edge of breaking down.
It’s hard to explain to others, and even harder to ask for help. There’s this internal battle where I tell myself I should be able to handle it. I should be able to push through. But there’s a limit, and I’m finding mine.
Doing Too Much, Too Fast
One of the biggest challenges is realizing that I’m trying to do too much at once. It feels like I’m chasing a million things at once, but never quite catching any of them. I push myself to keep going, to keep adding more tasks to the pile, even though deep down I know it’s unsustainable.
My mind races all the time—jumping from one thought to the next without ever settling on anything for too long. It’s exhausting, and the more I try to focus, the more scattered I feel.
Despite how drained I am, I’m still fighting. I haven’t given up yet. But the truth is, I can feel myself slipping. It’s hard to stay motivated when every step forward feels like it’s met with two steps back. But I know deep down that this is part of the journey. There will be tough moments—moments where it feels like I’m talking to a wall and getting nowhere—but I can’t let it stop me.
What I need now is balance. I need to prioritize, slow down, and give myself the space to breathe. But finding that balance when you’re already so deep into the chaos feels almost impossible. The weight is still there, and it’s hard to put it down.
I don’t have all the answers, and I’m still in the thick of it, trying to figure out how to keep going without burning out completely. What I do know is that I can’t do everything at once. I need to take it one step at a time, focus on what matters most, and let go of the rest—even if it feels like failure to do so.
This is my struggle, but I’m not the only one. So if you’re feeling this too, just know—you’re not alone in the fight.
Niagara Falls Through My Eyes
A Blend of Natural Wonder and Personal Memories
Niagara Falls is one of those iconic places that almost everyone wants to visit at least once in their lifetime, and I’ve had the privilege of being there many times. There’s a certain charm about it—something that never really fades, no matter how often you go. For me, it’s not just a tourist destination, but a place that’s become tied to my own personal memories and experiences. From scenic drives on work routes to spontaneous trips to the casino, every visit feels a bit like coming back to something familiar yet always awe-inspiring.
A Unique Perspective on Niagara Falls
Most people visit Niagara Falls for the stunning views, and I’ve enjoyed them countless times—especially on those misty drives along Niagara Parkway. As a delivery driver, I used to pass through the area regularly, often taking the chance to drive along the scenic route where the mist from the falls sprays up close to the road. Each drive felt like a small reminder of just how powerful and beautiful nature can be, even when you’re just passing by in a cargo van.
And let’s not forget the little hidden gems along the parkway—small nature reserves that offer some peace and quiet away from the busier parts of the falls. They’re great places to stop, stretch your legs, and take in the beauty of the Niagara River. Sure, you’ve got to pay for parking, but the serenity is well worth it.
The Fallsview Casino and My Approach to Gambling
On my last visit to Fallsview Casino, I noticed something new—outdoor smoking slots. It’s a unique feature that allows visitors to enjoy a game while smoking outdoors, something I hadn’t seen before. It’s funny how casinos evolve, always adding new twists to keep things fresh. I’ve always played it smart when it comes to gambling, setting small limits for myself while watching friends blow through their paychecks. For me, the casino has always been more about the fun and atmosphere than trying to win big.
Thrills and Family Fun Around the Falls
One of the things I’ve noticed lately is how Niagara Falls is constantly adding new ways to experience the area. The addition of ziplining over the Niagara Gorge is something I’ve seen recently that definitely caught my attention. I haven’t tried it yet, but I can only imagine the thrill of zipping across with the falls as your backdrop.
Beyond the thrills, Niagara Falls offers plenty of family-friendly activities as well. I’ve always been impressed by the number of haunted houses in the area, especially along Clifton Hill. While some of them, like Nightmares Fear Factory, are more intense, there are also kid-friendly options like the interactive Ghost Blasters. Whether you’re looking to scare yourself silly or just have some fun with the family, there’s a haunted house for everyone.
Fallsview Waterpark: A Splash of Fun for All Ages
For those looking to relax a bit or entertain the kids, the Fallsview Indoor Waterpark is a fantastic option. It’s one of the largest indoor waterparks in the country and is packed with slides, splash zones, and wave pools. It’s a great place to unwind, especially if the weather isn’t cooperating for outdoor activities. I’ve always appreciated how Niagara Falls caters to everyone—from thrill-seekers to families just looking for a fun getaway.
A Personal Favorite: The Skylon Tower
Of course, no trip to Niagara Falls would be complete without mentioning the iconic Skylon Tower. This revolving restaurant gives you a 360-degree view of the falls and the surrounding area, making it one of my favorite spots for taking in the natural beauty of the area. There’s something surreal about enjoying a meal while watching one of the world’s most famous waterfalls from above.
Niagara Falls Is More Than a Tourist Spot—It’s a Personal Experience
Every time I visit Niagara Falls, it’s a little different—whether I’m driving through for work, meeting up with friends at the casino, or just taking in the natural beauty. It’s a place that holds memories for me, but it’s also a destination that I’d recommend to anyone. There’s something here for everyone, whether you’re after thrills, nature, or just some good old-fashioned family fun.
Niagara Falls may be a world-famous tourist destination, but to me, it’s also a place of personal reflection, excitement, and endless memories. If you’ve never been, it’s definitely worth the trip. You might just find that, like me, it becomes a place that you never tire of visiting.
Belize vs. Panama
Where to Plant Roots for Your Ideal Lifestyle
Man, I’ve been stuck in this back-and-forth decision on where to plant roots—Panama or Belize. Both have their appeal, but when you start really breaking it down, things get a lot more complicated. I’m weighing everything from how far my money will stretch, to the vibe, to something as basic as whether I can get stable internet for crypto trading. Here’s where I’m at so far, and maybe you can relate if you’re thinking about making the same move.
Belize: Your Dollar Stretches, But What About Everything Else?
First off, there’s Belize. On paper, it looks like the obvious winner for making my money work harder. With the Belize dollar pegged to USD at 2:1, every dollar I’ve got is suddenly worth double. It sounds amazing, right? Groceries, local services, basic living costs all drop by half, and that’s a pretty sweet deal.
But here’s the thing: apartment prices in Belize aren’t really that different from Panama when you’re talking USD. You’re not scoring some crazy discount on rent or buying property, so that double-dollar trick doesn’t hit as hard there. Then there’s the fact that anything imported is still expensive—so if you like your modern luxuries, the savings don’t go as far as you think.
The Vibe: Laid-Back or Too Laid-Back?
Belize has this really chill, laid-back vibe that’s great if you’re looking to just relax and disconnect. I mean, we’re talking tropical beaches, clear water, and a slower pace of life. The kind of place where you can ditch the grind and let things unfold at their own pace.
But then I start thinking, “How laid-back is too laid-back?” If I want to be in the mix with the latest crypto news, stay plugged in, or just keep things moving fast, I might miss the more modern setup that Panama has. Belize feels more off the grid in a lot of ways, and while that can be a good thing, it’s something I’m going back and forth on.
Panama: Modern, but Does That Come at a Cost?
Panama, on the other hand, is a bit more modernized. It’s got infrastructure, high-rise buildings, fancy malls—the whole package. The internet is fast and reliable, which, let’s be real, is a huge deal if you’re trading or doing anything remotely serious online. If stable internet is important to you, Panama’s winning this round. Belize? Not so much—it’s getting better, but still, I don’t want to be dealing with slow speeds or outages if I’m in the middle of something important.
But that comes with a more structured, fast-paced lifestyle too. Panama City has the feel of any big city—busy, modern, and definitely not as chilled out as Belize. If you’re after that go-go-go life, Panama’s probably for you. For me, I’m still trying to figure out if that’s what I want long-term or if I’m ready to just slow things down.
Crypto Scene & Lifestyle Choices
Both places aren’t exactly top-tier crypto hubs, but that’s not really the point. They’ve both got pretty chill regulations, which is nice. Panama has more financial infrastructure, so it’s a bit easier to move funds around and manage crypto stuff. Belize is more off the radar, but if you like that freedom, it’s there.
But there’s also the question of how long you want to hang out in either place. Panama feels like it has more opportunities if you want to be in a place where you can build connections and maybe grow something. Belize is more about escaping all that and just doing your own thing.
So, What’s the Move?
Honestly, I’m still torn. Belize stretches your money farther day-to-day, but Panama’s infrastructure is way better, especially if you need reliable tech to stay connected. The vibe in Belize is definitely more relaxed, which could be perfect if you’re looking to completely unplug from the hustle, but Panama feels like the better option if you’re someone who likes having more modern conveniences at your fingertips.
I guess it’s really about what kind of lifestyle you’re after. For me, I’m still stuck in this balance between wanting the freedom and laid-back feel of Belize, but also knowing that the modern advantages in Panama might save me some headaches down the road.
Breaking the Silence
My Journey Through Mental Health
For years, I kept my depression bottled up. I carried the weight of it with me, day after day, trying to manage it alone. I convinced myself that I had to be strong, that showing vulnerability would only make things worse. But eventually, the pressure became too much, and I found myself on the edge—a breakdown that led to a suicide attempt.
It was in that darkest moment that I realized something had to change. I couldn’t keep living in silence, pretending everything was okay. I made the difficult decision to open up about the issues I was facing. I reached out to professionals and talked to a few close friends. At first, it felt like a huge relief, like I was finally letting go of a burden I had carried for far too long.
But as I began to recover, I noticed something that caught me off guard: people started to distance themselves from me. Friends who once seemed close began to drift away. It hurt, but in some ways, it made sense. I was angry, I was negative, and I was dealing with heavy, uncomfortable topics. I was also a zombie on some of those medications. People don’t always know how to handle that, and sometimes they choose to walk away rather than confront it.
The alienation pushed me to start bottling up my feelings again. I didn’t want to drive more people away. I didn’t want to be the “downer” in the room. But this time, instead of letting the darkness consume me, I decided to take a different approach. I turned inward, practicing self-reflection and self-analysis. I learned to navigate my emotions without becoming numb to them through medication. It was a hard road, but it was the one I needed to take.
A big part of navigating that pain was through writing—something that’s always been a part of me. Whenever I found myself in a dark place, I’d turn to rap verses, putting my thoughts and emotions into rhythm and rhyme. I’ve never recorded them or aimed to be a rapper; it’s just what I know. It was my way of making sense of the chaos in my mind, a form of expression that helped me survive when everything else felt like it was falling apart.
Now, I’m moving that outlet to a new space, expanding from rap verses to broader writing. I feel that the act of writing, putting my thoughts and feelings into words, is incredibly therapeutic. It became my outlet, my way of venting the negativity that I didn’t want to burden others with. Writing allows me to process my emotions, to understand them, and to begin the slow process of healing.
As I continue on this journey, I’ve come to understand that mental health is not a linear path. There are ups and downs, moments of clarity, and times of deep struggle. The stress can feel overwhelming, like the cards are stacked against me, but I’ve learned to find strength in self-awareness and venting.
This article is part of that journey, a place where I can share my thoughts with the world, even if no one listens. It’s my way of breaking the silence, of refusing to let the stigma around mental health keep me from speaking out. If you’re reading this, I hope it resonates with you. I hope it reminds you that you’re not alone, and that there is strength in vulnerability.
Mental health is deeply personal and often misunderstood. When we talk about depression, anxiety, or other mental health issues, it’s important to recognize that everyone’s experience is unique. What works for one person might not work for another. That’s why it’s crucial to approach mental health with empathy and an open mind.
In my own experience, I’ve found that the process of self-reflection—taking time to understand my thoughts and feelings—has been incredibly valuable. It’s allowed me to identify patterns, to see where my emotions are coming from, and to develop healthier ways of coping. But I also recognize that this is just one piece of the puzzle. Professional help, support from loved ones, and sometimes medication can all play critical roles in managing mental health.
The Power of Connection
One of the most challenging aspects of dealing with mental health issues is the feeling of isolation. When you’re in the midst of a depressive episode, it can feel like no one else understands what you’re going through. This sense of alienation is compounded by the fact that people often distance themselves from those who are struggling. It’s a painful cycle—one that can make you feel even more alone.
But connection is also one of the most powerful tools we have in the fight for mental well-being. Whether it’s talking to a friend, a therapist, or even expressing your thoughts through writing, reaching out and connecting with others can make a world of difference. It’s not always easy, and it requires a level of vulnerability that can be uncomfortable, but it’s worth it.
If there’s one thing I’ve learned through all of this, it’s the importance of finding your voice. Whether you’re dealing with depression, anxiety, or any other mental health issue, your experience is valid. You have the right to speak out, to share your story, and to seek the help you need. It doesn’t matter if others feel uncomfortable or if they don’t understand—your mental health matters.
This article is my voice, my way of saying that I won’t be silenced by stigma or fear. It’s a reminder to myself and to anyone reading that mental health is a journey, and it’s okay to ask for help along the way.
Navigating Life’s Uncertainties: How I’m Finding Balance Between Dreams and Reality
For as long as I can remember, I’ve been told that I’m dreaming too big, that my plans are too ambitious, or that I’m setting myself up for disappointment. But every time I hear these doubts, I think about the countless stories of people who’ve broken away from the system, who’ve dared to live life on their own terms, and I can’t help but ask myself: why not me?
I’m not dreaming of becoming a millionaire with a massive house and luxury cars parked in the driveway. My goals are much simpler, much more grounded. I’m not looking for excess; I’m looking for enough—enough to live comfortably, to enjoy my life, to wake up every morning with a sense of purpose and peace. And honestly, I’d argue that it’s actually easier to achieve this if I move away from Canada.
The idea of moving isn’t just a fantasy or an escape; it’s a calculated decision. I’ve spent a lot of time thinking about where I want to go and why. I’m not looking at places that are more expensive or demanding than Canada. On the contrary, I’m focusing on regions where the cost of living is lower, where I can stretch my income further, and where the quality of life aligns with what I’ve been searching for all these years.
But I’m fully aware of the massive adjustment this move would entail. I know that leaving behind the familiar, even when it no longer serves you, is never easy. It requires not just logistical planning but emotional resilience. It’s about uprooting a life I’ve built and replanting it in new soil, hoping that the change will bring the growth I desperately need.
The truth is, I haven’t enjoyed life for a long time. I’ve been existing, going through the motions, and doing what’s expected of me, but there’s been little joy, little fulfillment. I’ve been stuck in a cycle, and I know that breaking free won’t be easy. But it’s what I need. It’s the only way I can see to truly start living rather than just surviving.
Where I want to go isn’t some far-fetched dream. It’s realistic, and it’s attainable. I’m not looking to live in a mansion by the sea; I’m looking for a place where I can breathe easier, where life isn’t a constant struggle to make ends meet. And with a secured income, I know I’d be set.
I’m tired of just existing. I’m ready to take the leap, to chase the life I’ve been dreaming of—not one of excess, but one of enough. Enough peace, enough security, enough happiness. I don’t need a lot; I just need enough.
A Love for Water and the Dream of Island Life
Water has always been my element. It feels like my second nature is a fish; give me access to a pool, and I’ll be in it every single day, without fail. But where I live now, swimming in the local lake is out of the question. Pollution has left the water unsafe, and even though the city has worked to clean it up, the lake still carries a distinct odor, and most people wouldn’t dream of eating the fish from it.
I could head to the beautiful Muskoka lakes or other provinces within Canada, but the cost and the cold often make those options less appealing. Even so, I know there are parts of Canada I should explore before I take the plunge and leave for good. I’m planning to do a run-through of some of the most popular spots, but my heart is already set on leaving. I’ve fantasized about island life for too long, and I believe I’ll end up in one of those places within the next year or two. In that time, I’ll start checking out Canada more, but the main focus is on finding a way to work remotely so I can achieve this goal.
But it’s not just about finding a place by the water and staying there forever. While I want my home base to be somewhere that isn’t Canada, where the cost of living is more reasonable and I can actually afford a house, I also dream of traveling to other places. I want to visit locations with deep historical significance, to walk down streets that have stood the test of time and witness the beauty of environments I’ve only seen in pictures. The setups, the historic look, the atmosphere of these places, it all calls to me. I don’t want to just move to one spot and never leave. I want the freedom to travel from my home base and explore all these amazing places the world has to offer.
This dream of island life, paired with the desire to explore the world, drives me forward every day. Yes, the pollution and cold of my current environment are stark contrasts to the warm, clear waters I dream of. But just as water flows and finds its way, I’m determined to find my way to the life I’ve always imagined, one where I can wake up by the water, travel to historical places, and live a life that isn’t weighed down by the high costs of living in Canada.
Battling Self-Doubt: The Silent Struggle Behind the Scenes
Self-doubt is like an invisible anchor, weighing you down just when you’re ready to set sail. It’s that nagging voice that whispers, “Are you sure you’re good enough?” right when you’re about to take a leap. For me, self-doubt has been a lifelong companion, showing up not just in my pursuit of building a presence in the crypto world, but in almost every aspect of my life.
But here’s the thing: self-doubt isn’t just an enemy—it’s also a mirror, reflecting back the fears and insecurities that many of us carry around but rarely talk about.
When I first started getting into crypto, I was told I had a knack for it. People around me would say, “You’ve got a good eye for finding the right projects,” or “You know your stuff.” And yet, every time I looked at my portfolio, I’d question whether I really knew anything at all. If I was so good, why wasn’t I rolling in profits? Why didn’t my success match up with what others seemed to see in me?
This disconnect between what others said and how I felt created a cycle of doubt. Instead of pushing forward, I’d procrastinate, put things off, or even give up entirely. And it wasn’t just with crypto. I’d start projects with enthusiasm, only to abandon them halfway when that familiar feeling crept in: “This isn’t going to work. You’re wasting your time.”
Consistency has always been my Achilles’ heel. I’ve tried to build a following before—whether it’s in crypto, social media, or other ventures—but staying consistent has always been a battle. The moment I hit a rough patch, that inner voice would start its chant: “This is pointless. No one cares. Why are you even bothering?”
And yet, here I am, still bothering. Still trying. Because as much as self-doubt wants to pull me under, there’s a part of me that refuses to sink. That part knows I have something valuable to share, even if it’s just my own experiences, my own struggles.
The Double-Edged Sword of Reflection
Recently, I’ve been reflecting more deeply on these patterns, trying to understand where this self-doubt comes from and how I can push through it. The truth is, these aren’t new issues. They’ve been with me for as long as I can remember. But now, instead of letting them rule me, I’m starting to see them for what they are: challenges to be faced, not reasons to give up.
I’ve come to realize that the goal has always remained the same—building a presence in the crypto world and making a name for myself. Yes, I’ll battle depression along the way. Yes, there will be days when I feel like I don’t have a voice, like nothing I say matters. But I’ve decided that Getitjay.com is where I’ll speak my truth, where I’ll share my life—the good and the bad.
So, where do I go from here? I keep pushing. I keep sharing. I keep building, one small step at a time. Maybe my site won’t change the world, but it’s a start. It’s a place where I can be honest, where I can lay out my struggles and maybe—just maybe—help someone else who’s dealing with the same things.
Self-doubt may never fully go away, but it doesn’t have to dictate my actions. I can acknowledge it, learn from it, and keep moving forward. Because at the end of the day, it’s not about eliminating doubt—it’s about refusing to let it stop me.
And if you’re reading this, dealing with your own self-doubt, know that you’re not alone. It’s okay to question yourself, to wonder if what you’re doing matters. Just don’t let that doubt be the reason you stop. Keep pushing, keep building, and know that your voice—our voices—do matter.
Maybe nobody will even read this stuff. Maybe only two people will read it. But that doesn’t even matter. Writing is about venting and getting my voice out there. I know that I need to write. I know that I need to formulate these thoughts into something tangible. Because otherwise, I just sit there, and it all builds up inside.
Writing isn’t just about reaching an audience; it’s about giving myself the space to express what’s on my mind, to organize my thoughts, and to find clarity. Even if only a few people ever read it, the act of putting my thoughts into words is valuable in itself. It’s a way to release the pressure and to make sense of everything I’m going through.
And who knows? Maybe someday, someone will stumble upon my words and find exactly what they needed to hear. But even if that doesn’t happen, writing is my way of processing and moving forward. It’s my voice, and it deserves to be heard, even if the only person listening at first is me.